Day 53.

SO... today is day 53 of my hundred-day manifestation challenge. This is pretty much my halfway mark, so I thought I'd give you an update. Out of the goals I set, I can say I have achieved 1 and a half of them. Let's recap my goals:


4 Things I Want:
1. To publish my book
2. To get a job I like
3. To get a six pack
4. To get good credit

Which goals did I achieve, you ask? Well, I did get a job I like. And I've been improving my credit by sending letters to the credit bureaus on my own (no credit fixing service for me). And I have edited my book a lot even though not fully if we are adding to the list of partial achievements. Also, I have been doing quite a bit of Zumba from youtube in the comfort of my living room, so I've been working out to get the body I want.

On working out: I've always found that working out serves me best when I follow through with it ONLY when I feel like it. This keeps it fun and me wanting to continue doing it. I never related to people who dread working out, but then again I never do it when it feels bad, only for the exhilaration of it, if you will. But that hasn't produced a rock hard body like I'm aiming for. If I'm really being honest, having washboard abs isn't super imperative, but it seems like solid protection from letting my body go and not being able to whip that thang right back into shape like I'm used to. 

But really, folks, my main goal, after getting a job, is to improve my credit and that of my husband. My idea is that now we are both employed if we had good credit it'd be easy for us to buy a house. From the research I've done, that's pretty accurate but I'm getting a lil bit overwhelmed with all the information out there on the subject.
I start searching for mortgage qualifications, and then I think hey! What about passive income, let's search that, that'll help my cause. Oh wait, I wrote a book, don't forget about that, search that! Book editing, that'll bring in more money. Wait a minute, what about reselling, yeah I should really be researching that, because I can make so much money doing that and then this:

And then I wanna take a nap or watch tv or have a good snack because I'm so stressed from trying to put all the pieces together. And I know that's not how you're supposed to manifest things. That is definitely efforting and NOT going with the flow. And you need to be flowing if you're planning to manifest the things you want.

But sometimes I feel like things are going so slooooooow. I wishes are manifesting so slowly. But I am reminded that the Joy is really in the journey, not the destination. Arrrgh, sometimes it be the most I can do not to get negative just to spice that slowness up. You ever make a shitty comment out of pure boredom?

Anyway, I decided to go back to the video I'm basing my challenge off of to see if I missed anything. I saw that the guy in the video actually made an intuition journal, which I thought was cool. I'm going to incorporate that in my practice. Also, he wrote down his goals and wishes not just one lonely time but TWICE A DAY, which I will also start to do. Let's see if that works better. Maybe I will just start with the intuition journal because I find that the more things I try and put into my routine, the more jumbled up and unfocused I become. I know what I want deep down inside, damn it! I don't need to write it down everyday (I don't think...)...lol
 Here is a quick recap of the rules of 100 day manifestation challenge:

1. Ask for what you want
2. Following Intuition
3. Do what excites you

4. Surrender (don't push against hardship or inconvenience)

I'll be checking in once or twice before my 100 days are up!

Cheers,
:)Contis 

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