visualization winning the lottery
Jordan as a puppy- nose down in someone's purse I wake up and the kids beds are already cold. That means my husband took them all to school. I am left alone, except for the dogs. I like my moments alone and today I am going to savor them. Every one. I lay in bed, feeling myself, the air on my face, and the silky feeling of the sheets on my legs. Mmmm... I drink some water, and I feel rejuvenated, like a traveler in the desert who was given a sponge dripping with water. I crush the sponge. I'm wearing the black shirt my husband's sweet coworker gave me and my purple Victoria's Secret sweats. I reach up and touch my scarf which normally falls partway off but has stayed on. My nighttime twists have stayed so juicy and nice and my hair is so smooth and wavy-- it's getting longer. I get up to take the dogs out and they are visibly thankful for my prompt attention to their potty needs. I don't feel the urge to go myself for some reason. It's already 9...