it's personal y'all: What I'm going through right now spiritually

My dogs Jordan and Nala currently in the receptive mode

Hi Y'all!
I haven't written in a couple weeks but I thought I'd drop a line to keep you interested. 
I am still writing my book, but I find that I've gotten a bit of the half-way through blues. Trying to stay motivated and write everyday had become a challenge 10k words ago. But now that I am half way through with my masterpiece at 30k words, I find I need to renew my passion/interest/drive in my project so I can make my word count minimums to finish this thang by the end of July (July 31st is my due date- haha, yes, like a child).

But it's all gravy. I am catching up as we speak. There was a lot going on in my world for the last couple weeks. Kids getting out of school, oldest graduating high school, several birthdays, including whole birthday parties *sigh*. It was fun and definitely kept me on my toes but I am glad for the peace of nothing in particular going on. 

I am now just focused on my businesses and writing and abundance. I have started a catering company with my husband, up keep of this blog, and writing my book. I also started fitting meditating into my busy schedule again-- fully. Fully meditating meaning I meditate until I'm fully under and can feel that God energy and good ass prana flowing into me, not just sitting for 15 minutes in silence as my mind runs like a sleep deprived toddler on a sugar high resisting a nap like it's Guantanamo Bay. 

I just realized something so important when I was listening to Abraham Hicks' law of attraction youtube videos earlier this morning: I need to be spending more time getting into that receptive mode. That mode of feeling good. I was listening to her talk about how much time people need to spend in that mode starting out and she said 50 percent, no... 60 percent... no. 75 percent more vibrational work and 25 percent inspired action. 
Because in all honesty, I know everything will be okay. I have seen it before and I'll see it again- when times get hard (financially, in my relationships, with my children or just all around everything, hahah) If I keep a positive outlook, and don't allow anyone to sway my focus in that, and my trust and belief that God has my back, and I frame all things happening to me as just a part of the process and focus on my joy and the positive I'm telling you,

Every. Single. Time. Things. Turn. Out. Great. And often they turn out better than I ever expected. 
So that's what I'm working on right now. Getting into that receptive mode, and thinking of more reasons why everything is working out for me than noticing reasons to be upset.