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list of positive aspects Jan 7th

I enjoy warmth  I like being inside my house, especially on rainy days I like my slippers I like weekends I like laughing I like my hair. I see the beauty within the form of it. It makes me feel pretty I like hot lemon honey green tea! I like spending time with fun people I like spending time with familiar female friends and talking I like going to work in the morning I like making money and taking it out of the bank I like comfort I like soothing... I love soothing I like soothing thoughts  I like soothing thoughts  I like soothing myself I like the aftermath of being soothed by someone else or myself I like to soothe others when I'm inspired to.  I like fruit I love long naps with I'm tired I like our heater. It looks like a fireplace I like my new underwear-- they are comfortable and feel cool crisp and new against my skin I like making collages I like doing my makeup I like washing my hair I like feeling kinship with others I like cl...

list of appreciation the new year (2018)

I appreciate my book of positive aspects I appreciate my pjs  I appreciate my positive outlook I appreciate liking getting up in the morning I appreciate my computer it has so many amazing functions that make life easier it can go on the internet so easily I appreciate colors I appreciate my ability to see all the beautiful vivid colors I like the hair I bought for my braids I like the greeting card I printed I like cleaning up I like my new dishes, they are all so beautiful in their own way I like my pen it writes beautifully I like the color of the text I like how comfortable my couch is I like Ellen Degeneres I like my swiveling office chair, it's so comfortable for my back I love taking a hot shower I like love  I really like love I like the feeling of appreciation I like the feeling of ease I like the feeling of clarity I like having fun I like believing in my vortex of creation I like yummy food I like knowing everythings always worki...

future me visualization pt 2

In this visualization, I am walking down to the parking garage in my apartment. I go down to the elevator. I'm wearing my grey sweat pants and a sweater with my yellow Baby's BBQ t-shirt underneath. I am thinking about holding the money in my hand. I'm smiling... I get out of the elevator. I'm wearing my black Nike tennis shoes. I open the greenish light grey door to the parking garage from the elevator lobby. It's dark inside even though it's late morning, like ten o'clock. I walk a little past mine and my husband's cars down that isle to a white truck. I stand there and I wait.  I check my phone, and when I hear foot steps, I look up to see a middle aged Asian gentleman walking towards me. He is wearing beige corduroy pants and a white Hanes t-shirt with blue flip flops. He approaches me and smiles looking relieved. He greets me politely and then goes into a run down of his catering order--briefly commenting on how pleased he is with the setup of his ...

Announcement: I'm writing a book

It's been a long time coming and I'm excited to announce that I have begun (in my mind) creating a small novel. I've wanted to do this for awhile but have been intimidated to start the project due to the sheer... the sheer gravity of the situation. Writing a book. Holy F*ck! It's really every literature majors dream to produce one's own writing project all bound up and pretty in a cute little manuscript. My fear was that I would not understand the mechanics of writing something so long and thus mess it up. And to put all that time and energy into something that does not bear fruit, that would not be read or enjoyed or, let's be real, produce income... But then I realized that it's better to do something and fail than to never try--of course that's how the old saying goes. No better time like the present, right? So, I decided that 4 months is a good amount of time to have a manuscript first draft finished (I know some people take 3 months or even l...

visualization just coming up with stuff...

I peer down the hall. I love the hardwood floors when the rugs aren't down, they look so solid and perfectly shiny, like a basketball court who's floors have just been cleaned. pffffmmm ssshhhaaaaa I breathe in and out-- the air in our home smells so fresh because the bay windows are wide open letting the fresh mountain air inside. You can feel the bees and the warm sunlight and the green smell off the trees. It feels good-- --I have a meditative moment-- You can't force those they just come when your focus is clear enough and soft enough at the same time. It's a balance. I open my eyes for a moment and feel the buzzing in my spirit. I love the feeling of not having any time restraints. I have all afternoon to do nothing if I want to. I close my eyes again and feel the warmth and silence and the bliss of the sun on my face. [ {This Space Is Meant to be Blank for Silence} ] And Now I'm smiling And now I'm relaxing And now I...

My new vision boards- and why I make vision boards-- check it out!

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Here are two vision boards I've made recently (recent=the last few months). I really love making vision boards and I think its something everyone can do fairly easily. Don't feel self conscious about what your first ones look like. I think the act of cutting out pictures or shapes and pasting them together is therapeutic in and of itself. I think if you are not really into writing out your visualizations, vision boards might be for you.   Everyday, I wake up and this vision board (above) is the first thing I see. It is a beautiful reminder of how I want to feel and the things I want to focus on and it's very helpful in increasing my focus. And it's just pretty to look at:) I've read and watched other content creators online talk about how a lot of the things on their vision board manifested quickly after they posted up their pictures on the wall with their Elmer's glue stick and scissors by their side. I think while vision boards do help to manifest thi...

Rampage of Appreciation- Staying home

I love staying home. I love the feeling of comfort. I love taking care of my dogs. I love cleaning my home and smelling the lemony clean scent of clean sparkly countertops. I love the smell of my Swiffer mop pads in my bathrooms. I love how wonderful I feel. I love the influence of knowing about the law of attraction in my life. I love watching daytime tv. I love picking up my kids from school. I love the love I feel radiating back to me. I love hugs and kisses and kind words and the mutual basking in good feelings. I love getting things done. I love being so organized. I love the way I feel when I redirect my feelings towards something that makes me feel better. I love focus. ... I love pajamas. I love hot green tea in a coffee mug with delicious honey swirled into it. I love the sound of the fountain. I like researching things on youtube. I like seeing the success of my website. I like the smiles and hugs and love and respect from my children. I like to watch my children play and...